We...disintegrate

A simple, but lovely evening that I spent with you
quickly disintegrated into a disaster

You were just being yourself.

I was shaking with anger and wanted to scream
I checked my emotions - yet again

I was just being myself.

You said - follow me

I might not if you keep leaving me behind.

You said - this is me

I might not want to take it everytime.

Notice, I still leave a window open.

You close all doors by saying

Goodnight. I need to leave.

I reply 'goodnight'...and walk away.