Nostalgic about something that never happened . . .

Walking through the breeze one calm evening
holding the hands I wish could hold once
I'm nostalgic about something that never happened

Feeling the touch I never felt
Still looking into the deep eyes I've never seen
I'm nostalgic about something that never happened

Feeling the pain of separation from
Someone I never knew
I'm nostalgic about something that never happened

Feeling her scent in every bit of me
And yet craving to smell it once in life
I'm nostalgic about something that never happened

Anticipating a response
to a proposal I never made
I'm nostalgic about something that never happened

Trying to forget
Something I never wanted to
Holding the breath, I had never taken
I'm nostalgic about something that never happened . . .

This is not something I've written myself. But it very aptly sums up what I'm feeling right now. getting nostalgic about something that never happened...